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[22 Dec 2003|09:34pm] |
well today jeff missed the bus today so he came over right after school..i gave him his presents i was too excited lol..i really hope he liked them.i know i did..then we went to drop him off at home n he gave me my presents..aww they were soo cute .i love you jeff so much thank you thier beautiful! he got me my stuffed animal from kb toys..my perfumee..a belly button ring..and my favorite the ring *cuttte* its soo pretty..its gold with silver and a pink heart in the middle..i love him soo much!then i went to yesenias and we went on errrands to bobs..then market basket i saved the day by finding some mezina shit i dont knoqw lol..then to the mall and back home..where we got chinese food..seriously so good..the best ive ever had!! i had the worst headache ever today..it was like a migraine i wanted tio scream it hurt so basd..but it went away after like 3 hours ohh dear..
jeff hunny i dont liek it when your sad..be happy..i love you :(
haha i forgot to say that jeff saw me run
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[21 Dec 2003|04:29pm] |
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today i went to visit jeff at work on his break! we went to mcdonalds..i didnt eat there ewww mcdonalds sucks its so gross i hate it..then i went back to his work with him and showed him the one i wanted :) then i found this nsync thing but decided i didnt really need it lol i like it but didnt love it..then my mom picked me up and we went to pick ryan up at work..whioch i went in and visited felicia n yesneia i didnt see chels tho :( then we went n picked up ryans friend carina..shes wicked nice! and we got free dunkin donuts! HELL YEAHH!! i was pumped..i got my french vanilla iced coffee..mmmm mmm..then we came home n me n carina made cookies..haha they were big and then small..we worked hard on those things lol..now im ready for work and im hoping katies there czu i really wanna talk to her bout friday..i hope she had funn!! :) and i really wanna see the pictures..
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[21 Dec 2003|03:55pm] |
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
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| More for your dollar |
[21 Dec 2003|11:46am] |
im sucha mess lol..im wearing my (felicias) army turtle shirt haha with my monkey pants and leopard print boxers..and my hair wow i cant even explain it lol
im soo boredd
JbSkata25: is today u and jeff's 4 month anniversary?
KaTieBug915: yes it is!!!!
KaTieBug915: :-D
i have to work at 5..i need to go take a shower..
Felicia is going to get her liscense tuesday awwwwww :) good luck hun!
and that makes me feel stupid i havent even got mine yet..wow lol
Christmas is going to be funn funn..
got everyones present i hope they all like it..i need to get garrett something..damnn
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[21 Dec 2003|11:11am] |
"So Far Away"
this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping
[chorus]
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
in all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today
these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before
somebody shake me cuz i
i must be sleeping
[chorus]
i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me
-staind
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[21 Dec 2003|10:50am] |
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last nite= amazing
Jeff i havent been the same since you came into my life and i finally realized why..i wasnt complete till i met you..you made me who i am today..and i love who i am.im so glad i have you..your such an amazing person, and i wud never ever be the same without you..i cant lose you..you mean so much to me..ive never felt this way about anyone and im so glad that your mine..i just wanna Thank You for last nite..and i wouldnt of wanted it be anyone else with me :) you make me so happy i cant even explain it..i love you!
last nite i went to jeffs..we watched eight crazy nights and now and then..it made me think of chels n emily lol cuz when we did the lip sync..i havent seen that movie in like a year it was good i love that movie! then me jeff n kelly went to chopsticks..jeff paid aww! the waiter was soo funny he was so out of it and had no idea what he was talking bout haha..the food was ok..but i had fun..then we came back home n had vegi soup </font>it was gooood..i love you jeff
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aww i love my layout its so cute..well i think it is..did it all on my own..boooyeah!!we took christmas pictures.ohh god....i just need to fix my journal a little like the right side needs to be cut off so ill do that some other day..in other words it will never happen haha..
cant wait till my love gets home :)
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[20 Dec 2003|11:55am] |
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i must admit that im not ashamed of the person that i am today..
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[20 Dec 2003|11:50am] |
i think im gonna change my lj background..i have a real cute one i found :)..hmm im gonna miss angelina but it wont chnage foever i can always put her back if i dont like it..
this junior year has been going so good for me lately my best year ever..im doing soo good in school..im so excited..i have the best boyfriend ever..and the best friends ever..me adn my family are finally getting along and not fighting all the time..me n ryan are ebcoming friends..wierd to say but i think its true..garretts still annoying as hell but ill get over it haha..i can really say i love my life and everything in it..its perfect..everything with jeff is amazing..i love him..i really am happy finally..thank you everyone!
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| my friday full of fuunnn!! |
[20 Dec 2003|11:09am] |
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hmm lets see worked yesturday debbie convinved me into geting my chicken strips i couldnt decide lol..im making cookies for everyone at work hahah not everyone but the managers! and im making cookies for glenda just cuz i feel bad for her and shes the nicest lady ever :(..well after work i came home n called up chels my dad took us to the mall to go christmas shopping!! WOOHOO i was soo pumped i needed to that so bad..and who better to do it with than chels my bargain bitch lol..she saved me soo much money..we saved each other alot of money.ha..i got everyones presents and i got jeff one more thing..i got chelseas present, felicias, yesenias,and ryans, garretts a little shit, i already got my mom sumthin, my mom gave me sumthin to give me to my dad, im pumped i lvoe getting people things..i had fun with chels last nite lol..ohh and we visited ms mary annette torres..shes mad at me lol i still forgot her picture..ooops..but me n chels are getting her a pic of us for christmas! hehe..
today im gonna call katie, take a shower, get ready and then after 5 go to jeffs! then after jeffs im gonig to ms yesenia castros for our GN, and i mite bring thier christmas presents :)
im drinking my french vanilla iced coffee..im addicted to it..uh ohh lol
jeffs at work right now..my little working man..i lovve him
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[19 Dec 2003|03:49pm] |
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Take my hand and promise me youll never let me go..
Today was a good day..awwww jeff thanks for the note your soo cute..i love you so much..and i hope you liked it! cant wait till christmas and i can give jeff his presents.i need to get him soemthing he doesnt know abot a surprise hehe..and i really need to go shopping for my girls! i llove them..we need to plan our christmas pasrty :)..well jeff said some things that made my day today like he always does but it meant a lot to me..and i meant everything i said to him! hahahaha school was funny today..writing n lit was too funny with greg n ashton and the hand sanitizer..we watched national lampoons christmas vacation i love that movie..i dont know why but Nana comes into everyone of our convos haha..and chemistry was funny too except when nana flipped out cuz we didnt want her in our group and when she wudnt wear the goggles lol shes gross..yesturday was fun at work..it was me matt jason marcel and chris at first..ohhh and i cant forget about money man sean lol..well matt marcel n chris dared me to eat a big golb of glue that marcel put on my hand and they all pitched n money to give me so i did it hahah it was funny..wicked gross too..ohh and some chinese guy came in selling monkeys in beds and jewelry LOL i was like ummm no im sorry i dont want any ha..and then we made fun of them..there was an accident n me n bobbi went to go look at it no one got hurt tho..my daddy came home from his trip last nite!! i was happpy..me n ryan are getting along soo good lately i love it!wow its friday! ahaha
i have to do my project blahhh..
cant wait for christmas!!
Saturday is my day offf ooo pumped! im gonna hang out with katie well thats if i call her tommorrow which im gonig to im soo pumoped..i hope shes having fun right now and i know shell look beautiful i cant wiat to see the pictures! then i mite call alex to do sutmhni with her and then after 5 im going to jeffreys! :) and then to yesenias for a wonderful GN hehe..i love you girls!
ahhhh i have to wrok in 1/2 hour n my mother wont get off the phone so i cant call jeff and i want to :(
everythings so perfect with us i love it! i love everything about him..hes amazing..im so glad i have him!
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[17 Dec 2003|09:47pm] |
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tuesday- jeffrey came over after school :D and we went out to eat with garett and my mom to unos..i loved the pizza! but the salad weas gross..i dont really like that place too much.then he came back to my house and we just hung out..i love him.
today jeff came over after school! it was awesome i love being with him he alwasy makes me happy..then we brought him to work..me n my mom went to barnes n nobles to get her book for her finale..then i got mr rogers book iof words!! its cool..i read it..then i got home..got a lovely call from jeff at work :) then val called me n wanted me to go n babysit..so i tooka shower n went over there..n then dan came home n we hung out for a little while n watched tv..the simple life is a good show lol its funny i think..
awwwwwwwwww i love the o.c it was the cutest episode ever tonite..i cant wait till new years eve!
well im going upstairs now..
PEACE :)
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[15 Dec 2003|08:16pm] |
lmao dinner was the absolute funniest thing ive ever seen hahaha..wangster..wanky..haha and my dads pants LOL..good tiems with the family lol
im going to take a shower and wait for jeffrey to call moi!
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awww my brother put my door on today!! im soo pumped i ahve been waiting for this day forever lol..isnt it kinda sad that i havent had a door until now..haha..well i gave him a big hug..but i gotta run moms making steak and i cant wait such a nice lady she is..and were getting rid of aol and getting comcast..wahooo!!
on another note alison fiffy is a cuttie :)
ALiBaBy257: kaitlinnn..ur little webpage is so cute :-) u and jeff are cute!
awwww!
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[15 Dec 2003|05:57pm] |
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one of the best snow days ever i must add :)
jeff n his dad came to pick me up..i was all ready in my sledding gear! with my big humongous pimp boots..then we got to jeffs and i decided to wear his squirrel suit hahaha and this cute hat lol..he wore his pilots jacket and like 5 pairs of pants..his mom took a cute picture of us..i feel bad for her :( then we went out to the hill to go sledding and the wind was like blowing me away and we only qwent down once cuz it was way too hard...then we went back inside after like 5 minutes lol and went to visit felicia then got papa johns HELL YEAH..and of course my favorite pizza ever thin crust chicken n tomatoe..then we watched edward scissor hands and then jeff went to work :( i miss him..well my snow was def very well spent with my beautiful boyfriend jeffrey..i love him soo much and i had so much fun!
wow i cant take them yelling..
I love you not only for what you are,
but for what I am when I am with you Jeffrey <3
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i watched this funny music video today to this song..
"I Believe In A Thing Called Love"
Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel
Touching you, touching me
Touching you, God you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh!
I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day
You got me in a spin but everything is A.OK!
Touching you, touching me
Touching you, God you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh! Guitar!
Touching you, touching me
Touching you, God you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh!
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yahoooo!! im sooo pumped :) today i am going over my beautiful boyfriend jeffreys house and were going sledding!! i canttt wait..i love him oh very much! <3
i love not having school..im exciteddd : D
i have to take a shower and clean my room
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yesturday i worked.i cleaned everything and when i say everything i mean EVERYTHING it was fun for soem really strange reason oh well...im so happy for katie i hope she has fun friday!! and i cant wait to see the pictures saturday when me n her hang out :) were going out to lunch furing the day to my favorite place in the world LONGHORN!! then after work i camer home n i was supposed to gop voer yesenias but chels was hangiong out with someoen else :( and yesenia wasnt picking up her phone so i went over jeffs!!!!!!!! which i had fun i love him so much..he alwasy makes me happy! then i went to work today which was tiring..cuz i didnt feel good and some guy like had his asscrack in the window forever it was funny n wicked gross but of course i saw it czu i alwasy find them lol..then i came home n talked to my beautiful lover jeffrey and im talking to him now n i love him!
no school tommorrow hopefully
I love you...
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[13 Dec 2003|04:13pm] |
http://hometown.aol.com/__121b_rqUmJVYpotgBkyp3FrtT/evZnJ+nFS5C
^^My web page^^ :) tell me what you think
yesturday was work which was fun as usual lol..i love katie shes awesome..i hope she has fun on friday!!well me n katie decided we shud hang out next weekend..im excited!! then after work i came home get dressed n picked up yesenia then we went to visit jeff at work so yesenia could see someone and i culd the love of my life :) he looked soo cute in his little work clothes lol..i love him! then we went to petco and i saw a BULLDOG!!! i was so pumped i want one soo bad..then we looked at the guinea pigs and hamsters and the gross mice ewwwww...then we went to tj max..and saw lacy there and talked to her for a little bit..then my mom picked us up and we went to the mall..where yesenia got me my christmas outfit lol..and then her mom picked us up and took us to burger king!!! eww im really pissed ive got conjunctivitis and its driving me insane i was blind this morning it was scarryy..ive got medication for it already tho..oh well im bored right now and ive been awake foreeevvver..tonite im working till 830 then im sleeping over yesenias maybe if im feeling better cuz i really feel like shit at this moment :( i hope i feel better!
went to the gym today..it was fun and got my pics developed they are soo cute of me n jeff :)
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[12 Dec 2003|03:27pm] |
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well havent updated in FOREVVERR..this week was very good..i was soo happy!! well sunday i had to work but my mom brought me earlier and jeff met me at subway but it was closeed >:( urrggghhh so we went to friendlys mmmm mmmm i love friendlys..then i went to work and ryan showed me his pimp bracelet he got out of the machines hhaha..then i left n went to the mall with the beautiful girls chelsea and felicia!! we got christmas shit but i couldnt realy find anything i loved so oh well..i got some cute things tho..then monday went to my orientation for the gym!!hell yeahh..then me felicia n yesenia just worked out there till like 430 5..then i came home n jeff was supoed to come over but my dad wuda made him leave early so he couldnt :(..then tuesday this hottie named jeff came over my house..we had fun..i cooked him pizza!! im the best chef in the world! hehe..i love jeff sooo much :) then he had to go home and i wernt n met up with felicia n yesenia at the gym and stayed there till closing..good stuff..then wednsday i went to the gym by myself but it was still good! i really like going there i feel better about myself and i can already feel a change in my body..and its fun lol...so then thursday me n jeff got picked up n went christmas shopping..we stayed there way too long AHHHH and i did a bad thing n ate mcdonalds..ohh gosh..i got jeff 2 things for christmas i still need the other things tho..and i got chels 1 thing..then we went back to jeffs and i had such a fun time with him..we took a nap..well sorta lol..i lovee him <3 im soo glad i have him..today im working blahh then me n yesenia mite go visit jeffrey at work cuz she wants to meet someone lol..and then were going shopping eww more shopping AHHHH..but i get to be with my 1/2 shit so its all good and dandy..then tommorrow im working and alex mite xcome over before work..and then after work im going to yesenias to sleep there..should be a good time..*GN* :) sunday im working and hopefully i mite get to see jeff :( i cant see him all weekend thats soo sad..
ok the saddest thing EVER yesturday..alrite home from work and i look outside the window and theres a hurse..and my mom tells me that don died :( the cutest old man ever..i went into my brothers room looking out the window and isee them lift his body up out of the bed and onto a stretcher with a bag on it :*( i hatte cancer soo much..everytime i hear of someone getting it it makes me soo sad and i dont wanna lose anyone else to it..i pray to god that the people i love dont get it..cuz i would never wanna see them go through it..my meme was too much for me..and the other week pauls mom died of cancer..its soo sad s everything i have..shes a short little bitchhe was such a nice lady seriously..and hes too young to be losing his mother..its not right or fair...don and glenda used to always walk down the street holding hands they were soo cute..im gonna miss him..and he always used to say that i was beautiful ha..the nicest man ever..i cant even explain how much i hate cancer..
also i cant even explain how much anger i have built up inside of me for so many people..the other hatred faded away for some people nvere went away just faded away and ive forgotten about it..cuz now i have a little whore to hate..which i must add i hate with everything and shes a short little bitch..who knows i hate her and knows i think shes a little whore.
i love you soo much jeff and im soo glad we got things back to normal and got over something like this..you are amazing and im soo glad i have you..i love you!! dont know what id do with out you!
I.Love.You.Always.And.Forever.
ummm ewww i have to walk to work that sucks big ass..i need my liscense badly!
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